mother yet and worried that if she brought Fu Yan shi over rashly, something unpleasant might happen! Nie Zhi sen liked her so much, and he had been treated poorly. If Fu Yan shi went, he would defini...Chapter 919: If You Die, I Will Never Live Alone.

"You, aren't you asleep"

Xu Qinghuan was also startled.

When Fu Yan opened his eyes, even in a room illuminated only by the moon, he could precisely capture her gaze.

"Answer my question."

I'm going to sleep now.

Xu Qinghuan turned to leave, but he grabbed her wrist. His tall figure suddenly sat up from the sofa, "Tell me, I want to hear."

"Do I have to answer whatever you want to ask"

"Yes." Fu Yan was unusually domineering, forcing her to give him a direct answer.

Xu Qinghuan knew she couldn't hide anymore. After a moment of thought, her attitude softened slightly.

"You want me to trust you, I can't."

"Then you don't need to believe me, can you rest assured by my side"

She frowned, "Fu Yan Shi, you have too much. It's something that others wouldn't even dare to dream of in a lifetime! But if you want to be with me, you will lose a lot! You would even...have to bear the label of an unfilial son for your entire life!"

But—

"Listen to me first."

"Okay."

Xu Qinghuan let out a long sigh, her eyelashes drooping. "I'm also very conflicted," she said. "I know that if I give up on clearing my mother's name, I can get the Fu family's recognition and be with you and the children, but... but wouldn't that mean stepping over my mother's grave to enter your Fu family I really can't do that!"

She even felt that every time she had a slight tremor of thought, it was a sin!

May you all be condemned to the 18th level of hell!

You don't need their approval, I recognize you as my wife, that's enough.

"I want to end all of this sooner, death is the only way."

After Xu Qinghuan's first assassination attempt on Fu's mother failed, she never thought about it again.

It's not that she gave up only when there was no chance, but she thoroughly didn't want it anymore. She just wanted to be released, to leave this world forever, so that everything else would have nothing to do with her! Closing her two eyes, who knows who lives and who dies

That kind of attraction, more and more began to swell up, was beyond her control...

Later on, hallucinations simply started to appear.

From her vantage point, she could see her mother waving to her from below.

Seeing the dagger, with its sharp blade, she could see inscribed on it: "Stick me into your body, and you will be free."

Revenge, lawsuits, and love—all of it no longer concerns me.

Seeing Xu Qinghuan say these things so calmly, for Fu Yan, was an endless fear spreading...

Every limb and bone is affected.

"Xu Qinghuan, I can give up everything, as long as I have you. With you and our happy family by my side, let's find a secluded place to live, wouldn't that be nice"

"How can that be You're the CEO of Fu Corporation—"

He furrowed his brows, his gaze serious and solemn, "If I woke up to you every day, and closed my eyes to you every night, what else would matter"

But Fu Yansi, you're not like Zhou Sizhe. Without work, you would be miserable." Xu Qinghuan knew Fu Yansi's ambition and the hard work he had put into Fu Corporation.

Let's not talk about those things. Just saying that his ten years of hard study wouldn't be replaceable by money! He can reach the peak, it must be the result of his accumulation over the years.

She was unwilling to give up these things for herself.

"But without you, I suffer more." Fu Yan shi clenched her hand, his voice though calm, was heavy with each word, "If you die, I will never live alone."jia threw up her hands and widened her eyes, "Could it be that he went to the bar because I forced him to Don't say it's because we had an argument, so he went to relax! There are more people in this...